Ever get off a ride at a fun park that you think will never stop and when it finally does, you climb off so fast because you know that you’re going to throw up all of your insides?
You get told that if you keep holding on, if you keep apologising first, things will get better and it will be more fun only to find out that it becomes even more stomach churning.
That’s. how. I. feel.
I have been on that same ride for 8 years. When I bought the ticket to go on it, no-one told me it was going to be full of one-sided apologies, people holding grudges, people thinking they can do or say anything they like and then be handed a “get out of jail free” card while others have been FORCED to apologise because one particular person is upset.
Well, today I got off that ride. I am no longer putting my husband, my children and myself through this unnecessary heartache. I have made my decision.
I. Will. Never. Get. On. That. Ride. Again.
